Sayonara February, why hello MARCH!!

Feeling my excitement? FEELING IT OR NOT?!

Haha okay maybe I'm not there yet but soon soon. It's odd how I don't feel excited but when my friends start feeling excited for me counting down and telling me about the event, I feel excited for them O.o

Well today marks the last day of march and few weeks back I was waiting for this day to come!!

Tomorrow is the 1st of march which also means I'll be turning 18 and legal bitch! But I'm not feeling excited for my actual birthday, everyone's busy with school, work, family only free for dinner and my boyfriend is in the bloody army. So tell me how boring can my birthday be? I'm meeting friends in the noon though, good good.

The only time of the month everything becomes happening and when I will be celebrating my birthday with everybodaayy is on the 12th of March! Oh yeah 18th debut yeah!

I've had my problems with this day though, so many problems piled up the past few weeks during planning etc etc. I never felt excited for quite some time as my mum is being bitch with my big day (personal) and then another one, my boyfriend, due to his army field camp, it might take away his weekend. He told me he can make it just last weekend but I won't keep my high hopes yet in case I expect and get disappointed again.. on my big day.. hayy.

My event planner which is actually a friend of mine, mind you.. Ate Elisha, without her, this whole event is prolly going to be a disaster, nobody in my family can plan. So without her and the crew to help, I'm prolly going to be depressed by now (haha)

I shall not elaborate about the coming day and just wait for videos and pictures I can post up after the event yeah! March 18th is also another awesome shit!! Phuture with the PBB peeps and whoever else invited, see you babies! :)

Anyway I did nothing much in February but to work work work and barely had time for anyone except dinner timing only and weekends!

Post Valentines Day with baby! Or was it advanced? Whatever it is, doesn't matter, my Saturdays have always been free for my baby boy. I only get to see him on Saturdays and Sunday depending on the situation. So every week, at most I only get to see him once. He doesn't book out on Fridays anymore, how sad.

He's got 6 more weeks of BMT till he officially P.O.P!

He won't be going back tekong anymore afterwhich, yay!

His face shape and skin colour damn sexy now right? ;)

Mel and I came straight from work to Queens hence our casual looking self! Grocery shopping and home made dinner with the awesome babies!

& so that was our dinner (LOL)

A mixture of minced beef and chicken.. carrots(yes not sausages as seen in the picture above).. mushrooms.. herbs.. eggs(i think) etc etc.

All Pierce idea, this is his idea of a delicacy meal haha! But trust me, it tasted good. But I was having food poisoning during that period so I felt sick finishing my serving haha, on top of that, it looks like dog food + the bowl. How can I not resist puking haha (still nice okay pierce)

This is the only picture I have from YFC PA! I missed everyone omg. I felt like I strayed a little tad bit from my faith for a while as I haven't been attending mass during February and PA felt different that day, I was also moodless ._.

But I'm coping and slowly coming back, it's just a phase, another phase again.

These pictures were from last Saturday! Advanced birthday surprise for Ben Ernest who has already turned 20, TODAY! Happy birthday Ben!

Baby and I were late for the surprise. Spent the whole night at their house doing the invitations for my debut, we managed to finish all 100 over plus invitations within 3h!!!

I will show my gratitude here first for the invitations, thank you Ate Elisha, Philaine, Alexis, April, Kyle, Marie, Pat F, Carissa and Niguel! Without you guys, it wouldn't have been finished in time!

My complete gratitude on the whole event will be on the day itself, hehe!

My dad's birthday was on 17th of February too, so happy belated birthday daddy!

You have no idea how much thankful I am to have a dad like you, for everything you've done for me especially the expenses on my debut(daddy's girl really) You always try to make ends meet and you have no idea how thankful I am for making my 18th dreams come true :) For being the awesome and wonderful dad in the world, I wouldn't ask for more and any other dad.

I know I'm an idiot and that he won't read this, but this is just half of my message to say for my dad. I will say this to him face to face on the 12th itself, what to do, debutante speech, makes me nervous to finally say such messages to my parents.

Another highlight during February! 22nd of February was our 2nd year anniversary! Baby and I never celebrated it as he was in the army [(again) see how all the special dates have to fall on a weekday, like my birthday tomorrow hayy]

I also have resigned from Fox already! I'm going to be relaxing till I'm done celebrating march then perhaps hunt for an admin position! Back to work in April!!

Well this is more of a wordy post than pictures as February for me was mundane! Now we are stepping into the ANTICIPATING MONTH OF MARCH!!!!!!!... In 7h!!

Haha okay I'm too excited my march weekends are gonna be awesome!