TAMGM

DECEMBER!

2011-12-30T22:33:00.001+08:00

HI!!! I'm back with shitloads of pichassss to share with you guys! Whether or not I have lost readers due to my inactiveness, I'm pretty certain there are still a minority that still pops by right? Haha I still check my statcounter and the clicks into my blog everyday is still average O.o Sorry if i'm that boring haha

Before I start spamming pictures..........

Hehehe you gotta love iphone man

Here we go.....

My december!

PHONE PICS

Oops, I was looking through my tagged pictures and I have outdated pictures from September/October/November that I have not shared here hehehe (now i wonder why i didn't blog for 3 months o_o)

Mixture from iphone and mine or other people's camera uh, you can differentiate from the quality

DECEMBER TIME!

Now pictures from my newest g12!!!!!! :) :) :) Best gift to myself this year!!! Besides my awesome grand 18th birthday, this would be my second best thing I've ever received this year from yours truly :D

Not that I'm not contented with my dslr but lazy save up for new bulky lenses and lug a bulky camera around la sigh sigh

Oh not to forget receiving a polaroid instax also from my friends this year during my 18th birthday, I am still making use of the instax okay!!!

Never neglected any of my cameras..... now my next aim is that dream fisheye i've been wanting hehe

Baby fucking hot in A&F dressing, my goodness

That's pretty much the pictures the past few months!!

Now, we're left with just one more sleep till new years eve!!! One year ago I was dying for my 18th debut celebration..... Now I just wanna go back to that day :(

In less than 2 months time... I'm already turning fucking 19!!!!!!!!

By mid next year, I should already be a diplomat holder (FINAFUCKINGLLY!)

Then from there I will MIA from studies and figure out what I wanna do with my life from there.... sian life

A lot of things to look forward to in 2012 and I just can't wait to finish off my boring course and see what waits for me the coming year!!!

TWO MOST IMPORTANT EVENT OF 2012

1. MY NEWBORN BABY SIBLING IN JUNE!!!!!!! (still dunno the gender till now)

2. MY BOYFRIEND FINALLY ORD FROM NS IN DECEMBER!!!!!! (ya la still damn far but hey 1 year passed just like that when I was crying that he's enlisting HAHA oops)

2011 had so many downnnnssss, gained a lot of friends but down the road, some may have just drifted just like that. Life goes on no? The ones who make an effort to show care and concern for me are the ones I appreciate.

I've had so many upsssss along the way too!!!! From the very first day of 2011 which was my very first night out @ zouk which will be my first anniversary there tomorrow night HAHAHA.... Along the way, memories made with new found friends made, my grandest and will always be remembered 18th Debut Birthday celbration @ SAF Yacht Club (I still browse through pictures and the videos once in awhile) That night will not be forgotten :)

Aiya, my 18th birthday was prolly my highlight of 2011 i guess? Towards the end of the year, a lot of sadness and unhappiness that made me go MIA once in a while. But now I'm up again, gotta move on right?

Lastly, it's 2011 and I'm still happy, never a regret to still be with my one and only samuel felsingher!!!! The one who never gave up on me, the one who's always been there for me EVERYDAY without fail, the only one I can trust whole heartedly. I can never be thankful enough that till this day, he's still with me, despite the many shit I've been through and our many squabbles, he's still here! PROUD TO SAY NEVER ONCE BREAK-PATCH WITHIN THESE 3 YEARS HEHE. No pun intended right there, I'm just so proud that from the small to the biggest issue(yes we may have looked the happiest but there were serious issues that broke me but..), we never ever brought up time out or break up.

Our 3rd year anniversary is in 2 months time, CAN'T WAIT!! :*

I'm usually not so mushy and braggy so bare with this last part of my post haha but I usually publish my post on us here http://slftamgm.blogspot.com :)

OKAY! I shall go, I'm losing track and I just wanna go rest now, I've been so busy. Time to rest for an awesome night tomorrow!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!!

PHOTOBOOTH SPAM

2011-11-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

Some pics from the past 2 months with photobooth spam.....

Yes I have been neglecting this page, damn lazy to blog la and I haven't had anything interesting to blog about because my life is boring and I've been busy with only school and work (no life uh)

Noticed my room from messy to empty, from yellow to hot pink? hehe halfway furnishing now

Ok some from my dslr which i prolly only brought it out once within the past 2 months, poor baby then I'm already getting a new advanced compact soon, i'll use both kk. luv you still 4y/o dslr :*

some from my phone...

yup the boyf is driving infront with my dad

my pixie luv

picture with my favourite kuyaaa erwin, thanks to mel for the picture!!!! (taken when the group came over my place for dinz yum at my shepherds pie and carbonara)

More promising interesting pictures nextime kk especially with my future new cammy!!!!! :)

AUGUST!

2011-08-30T22:41:00.003+08:00

>Chill out @ town with the sister then bumped into louis and patty
>Kieran's 18th @ SAF Yacht Club
> Horrible Bosses with the bests!
>Model For Hope Charity Event @ Zouk
>Boyfriend's 20th birthday @ USS (my gift to him!!!)
>Dinner with the complete Felsingher's @ Soup Restaurant for the momma felsingher and sammy felsingher birthdays!

>OUR TRIP TO USS VIDEO SNIPET!

So........That sums up my August besides school and lepak days!

Hope you had an awesome august too!!! :)

JULY BYE!

2011-08-03T02:26:00.001+08:00

................ Hi august!

Using my dad's lappy to blog since the lappy I use is servicing(explains this very late july post). I have finally pretty much came out of my MIA shell again and ready to slowly move on from the shit that has happened the very last week of july.... july was a disappointment and I don't wish to remember the bad shit that has happened.

I guess I'll let the pictures of july do the talking and maybe a little captions here and there if needed.

Iphone 4ers................ then suddenly some ancient phone in the centre

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So.. that's about it, my july pictures. Mixture of mel's camera, my camera and my iphone pictures :)

July's over, finally. Come, August. I hope to at least be least affected with my problems and hopefully this coming month I'll be more livelier and happier like before :)

August, so many august babies and also finally my economics remod classes finally starts next week onwards! Finally back to sk00l! I've been dreading the more than half a year holidays already, I need school (for now at least haha)

I can't wait for me and myself to be back on track this august with sooooo many to look forward to!!!!!

Especially my plans for the boyfriend's birthday, CAN BARELY WAIT ANY LONGER!!

Happy August everyone!! :)

& This was my june

2011-07-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hiiii my june pictures/post is going to be pretty mundane as my june was reaaaallly boring even during the Philippines getaway.

After I came back, I was pretty much confined on most days as I came back injured on the knee (could barely walk normally for awhile) and then when I was already able to walk and the scabs were slowly peeling off, I had to undergo a tooth surgery to remove some hidden tooth right inside my upper gum before I could have my braces on pretttttyy soon! Sooo... I missed out on a lot of social life because of all these shit I went through though I was perfectly fine to go out but my paranoid parents disallowed me (they really exaggerated my surgery especially - it's just the gums!!)

Anyway, my trip back to the Philippines was spent visiting the relatives, shop till we dropped and more visits and toured at least. It was alright until we got into the accident and totally ruined our holiday cos we(yeah myself, sis and dad involved) just couldn't walk.

Was on the phone with the boyfriend when he was all upset and stuff making me miss him more and made me cry when he started crying haha what a baby... that's my boyfriend for you guys

That was how we spent most of our time in that 4h plane ride

After we touched down Cebu, checked into a hotel and then pretty much just spent shopping in the mall the next day before we met up with relatives and took the ferry to another state(correct me if i'm wrong)

That's about it, pictures were taken either from inside the car, while we were travelling or my dad did. I didn't dare step out anywhere openly with the camera as you know.... snatch thieves in Philippines are everywhere... well except in malls of course.

After more than a week or two of home confinement, I was finally more or less allowed to meet up with my friends so I caught..... Hangover 2 with the dudes then after which botak jones for dinz!

Bowling

I was still at the healing and limping stage during that night when they enjoyed bowling while I was just sitting back watching them. I just met up with them for melon who was leaving for turkey the next day if not I would have actually rest my knee at home hehe.

Can you see those ugly black scabs on my knee? :(

Dinner, Drinking @ Andrew Residence

I can barely wait for July 3rd. To get these damn stitches removed finally. After two long weeks of insecurities... I had to control whenever I laughed and smiled, even when i talk! I feel so embarrassed like as though there's seaweed stuck between my teeth :( No doubt people definitely thought it was, ugh.

Come next week, bracessssssssssssss!

Anyway july is here wheeee! Well the july weekends are pretty much occupied with partiessss. That means my july post will be more exciting than this mundane june of mine.

Soooo... here are some random June pictures that I did not post above!

(THIS ONE IS MAY!)

Ok, I almost forgot, July also means school is resuming for me in two weeks. AWESOME! Yes I'm excited, I've been away from school since November last year. Long break for me just waiting for the next enrollment -_-

Well I can't wait what July has on hold for me:)

Oh and kudos to melon for the drinking at matt's and bowling pictures! :)

MAY YAY!

2011-05-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

I'm actually blogging 5 hours before my flight!! NINJA!

I'm bored plus in case I don't get to come online when I'm in Philippines so I wanna do my May post before I leave since it's coming to an end already!

May 9

Melissa Yasmin Stewart's 19th @ Park Regis Hotel

Kudos to Melsies and Popiah for the pictures! (All not mine)

Happy belated 19th birthday melsies!!!! I know this is damn belated, I don't blog until the end of the month haha! Thank you for everything mels, for being one of my worthy girlfriends for keeps along with sofia :) And Mel, no matter what, we will always be rootin for you and will always be there to guide you! Love you mel!

May 15

Pulau Ubin

Happy Family :)

May 22

Erwin Lim's 18th @ Phuture

Kudos to Melsies and Zouk Singapore(last photo) for the pictures!

Happy belated 18th Birthday my kuya, Erwin Lim!! You've been longing for that very night to enjoy, drink, drank, drunk and DIED for more than a month already sacrificing your time not clubbing and saving up money for that night! Thank you for everything kuyaaaa, you never fail to always be there when I am in need even when I never approach you first, you're like a big brother to me! Thank you for everything!!!!!! Part 2 will be a blast and you better not die!! Love ya kuya!! :)

May 25th

"Farewell" Dinner @ Jonas Matthew Crib

omg see the tummy fats!

Kudos to melsies for the pictures!

Yuh, I sound so poor everytime stealing pictures from other people for my blog, I just find my dslr too bulky to bring out la!!

Anyway...Yeah, so I guess you've guessed it that I'm leaving today! (duh i mentioned it above)

Only for a vacation in Philippines, my friends made it sound like I was leaving for good last night, haha so cute!

I miss pixie like fuuuuuuckkkkk! :(

I admit I cried after we left, when I bid farewell to pixie, she's now being taken care by matthew and his family :) The presence at home without Pixie was utterly different, it just saddens me :(

Now I'm going to miss my boyfriend too!

What I'm looking forward most to when I'm back is my dental appointments until I get my braces on!!!!!!!!!! On a sad note, the clinic is all the way at Orchard :( Of all places, my dad chose the most inconvenient place bleah. I'm bound to be lazy to go for my monthly appointments now, aha.

DSLR QUALITY!! I finally camwhored with it few days back hehe :)

I miss pixie so bad, I'm coming for you in two weeks baby!!! :)

2011-05-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

I STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT WE GO THROUGH.

(baby boy typed this out teehee)

SHITLOADS OF APRIL PICTURES//////March late pictures

2011-05-03T23:00:00.004+08:00

I'll let the pictures do the talking for my month of April. Maybe I'll throw some captures or what if I ever have anything to say :)

APRIL 2

I clearly don't remember what I was laughing about here O.O I sure do look like the girl carrying all the happiness in the world though :)

Baby's cigg burnt me -_- Perfect timing to capture me, tsk.

Wheeee, erwin and I enjoy blowing bubbles!

April 6

Abigail Elizabeth Gabriel, I love :)

April 9

Long awaited day since December 2010! My baby boy, POP LO! :)

Night of April 9th

Helipad and it was chill at the rooftop but when we were done drinking and headed down to the dancefloor, Nicole Chen played so well but when she switched with some dude to spin, the music was fucked! Never going back to Helipad ever.... unless to chill (which i doubt so)

I made Erny's hair looked long and pretty :)

I step drink wine, Ron loves it though!

April 10

I met Vik and Alison! Baby's bunk mate and Alison is his dearest date :)

Double Dating @ Clarke Quay was so fun with them! :D

Unrelated Non-April Pictures - My official debut pictures

Haha sorry, I'm following my tagged pictures on facebook that's why I'm going by sequence.

Must be glam, cannot do hand sign with them. Haha!

So sweet of my friends to have been concern of me not eating the whole day so they just save me a plate and I took my chance to pig in! Teehee

Back to April................

April 15

Ron's fisheye, wheeeeee

April 20

Simpang night with my favourites:)

April 30th

April Luistro turned 18 on the 22nd but had her debut a week later!

Our cupcake with a candle for 18 candles speech :)

Stolen Pictures! (Once again I was too lazy to bring my cam out)

As you can see, my April was fun filled!

In the month of May........

May babies celebrations!
Holiday getaway to the Philippines (fina-fucking-ly after 6 years I'm going back to Philippines for a visit, I'm going back twice, next week with mum and end of may with dad)
YFC Camp prep [(abstinence once again!) Praise god, Pat and I have been appointed camp team leaders]

Ok, what a short agenda of this month because all I ever look forward to is getting out of this boring shit hole!!!!!!!!!!!

On the downside, I'm gonna be broke, may babies and going on a getaway also means buying my friends stuff! Teehee heck it :)

Anyway, I call it a getaway, not "visiting relatives/etc" because I am hardly close to any relatives... sooooo.... while my parents visit and do their thang..... Sister and I are prolly gonna chill and have fun in the city area or beach!!!! :)

GOOD NEWS! I'm resuming classes in July. Fina-fucking-lly (AGAIN) Since November last year I've been rotting at home -_- Work only lasted me a month and mom hated it and ever since I just couldn't work because of her. Tsk.

Well.........

Have a good may yay!

Fawesome March!!

2011-03-28T18:35:00.007+08:00

Whoooo march is coming to an end already and my march was spent wisely and I there are so many highlights for my march 2011!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I've been stoning thinking on how to start this oh so gonna be lengthy post. I have tons of pictures to post up......

March 1st I turned 18!! But it was no big deal because there wasn't any celebration except to spend it with no one other than my familia :)

So my march weekdays were stone, chill, talk to my dog, rot and turn to couch potato at home or lepak with different friends different days. But....... my weekends, every single march weekends were WILD and memorable!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention the amount of new friends I've made within the past few weeks... Talk about being sociable ;)

I am going to rely on my march pictures and tagged pictures to help me with the sequence of my march events teehee.

5th March

I attended Covenant Orientation since I had to give a talk on Love, Honour and Serving our Family :) I overcome the fear of screwing up my very first talk and aced it ohyeh! Though my presentation slide was pretty much screwed up due to some confusing slides I didn't make amendments :/

As I am typing this, I am craving for the hotcakes meal below :(

After C.O. Headed to SAF Yacht Club with lexy, ate elisha and kayla to do some settling on the party venue and afterwhich we headed to town together and helped the girls with their pink dress hunt and unfortunately nobody found their perfect dress that night. After which I parted from them and met up with Baby, Jonas and Erwin for dinner before heading to Phuture! Yeah hell t'was an impromptu decision to go phuture that night and I was in sandals so I had baby to bring flats for me (borrowed from desdes, thank you bby!)

oh yeh! Phuture anniversary yeh! (p's favourite yeh phrase lol)

Phuture Anniversary wasn't all that awesome for me, at 2am most of us got so bored or maybe it was just me not feeling it on top of that, the deejay playing his set was kinda boring and their new podiums are pathetic, haha. So small and short tsk

12th March

The day I've been longing for since I was 16.... My 18th Debut, the day finally arrived (or now i can say, PASSED)

It was such a busy saturday, morning i rushed to meet the boys, so nice of them to meet me so early to help me with the shitload of stuff I had to bring and I still had to collect cake and etc.

When Erwin, Jonas and I were hunting for their pink tops, apparently the lighting fooled us with the shirt looking pink... unfortunately on the day of the event, Jonas shirt turned out purpleish. I approved so no one can argue hahhaha but then again it wasn't pinkish tsk tsk

Pre Debut

Debut

While guests were streaming in and getting seated, there was a photobooth at the back for the guests to camwhore(it's something like neoprint) and bring back copies for them as their souvenir! Pictures later in the post :)

My cotillion court waiting to walk in! (Escort[Sam] and I were hiding by the lift hehe)

My cotillion court have already walked in....... (awaiting for sam and I)

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It looked like a wedding concept but because I'm a debutante, my escort had to be with me the entire time and cannot leave my side so he had to sit next to me that's why the whole entire time we were teased to be "married" -.-

My 18 roses all lined up :)

Father and daughter dance first as seen above then my 2 uncles and cousin who are my only relatives residing here in Singapore today that's why they're the only ones who could attend :)

This is Jonas Matthew, I don't have any other clear official picture of our dance except this lol!

Last rose, my escort, my one and only boyfriend :')

PBB Family <3

That's for the first half of the program in my first dress.. I have pictures with other tables but I haven't received those pictures yet :( Ate Paula is still editing them! Those are the official pictures that's why it needs time :/ At the moment, the pictures I'm uploading here are all from my friends who brought their cameras and not all the pictures taken are going to be up here, it's all on my facebook. Teehee.

And into my 2nd dress for the second half of the program!

My 18 candles speeches

Aiyuh, my mum, sister and mel only have captures of their back!

Okay some candles weren't captured and Elly and Ate Iris were my last 2 candles who couldn't make it and had a video or through text speech prepared for me :")

Entertainment... Games... Entertainment... Dinner and phototaking... lalalala....

Then Blow, Cut Cake time :)

Then had my debutante speech, I finally had the chance to use the microphone although I really didn't say much as I was really speechless but I managed to thank everyone even one by one..

And I declared the dancefloor open with my dearest deejay patrick elicano being the opening deejay! Haha sadly we ran out of time and the after party was only for a short while but I took my time to talk to everyone and also to thank everyone personally and bid farewell to those who left first :)

It's over na face!

Photobooth Pictures!

That's half of the photobooth pictures I have! The rest are on facebook and I love how my friends were all very enthu and spammed the booth within the 2 hours duration! :D I was only able to hog it from 4pm to 4.30pm and I had to hide and get ready already but some of my guy friends went up to the room so they saw me already -_- Nobody was suppose to see me besides my cotillion court haha but ah whatever.

I shall jot down my thank you message here again and mention the different side of my friends who came! (I know this is the Nth time I'm saying thanks even after my debutane speech but I want to leave my memory trail here on my blog too)

Thank you to the YFC Planning Crew who made my princess night happen! Ate Elisha, Alexis, Carissa, Marie, April, Miguel, Patrick, Kyle and Philaine. From the invitation making to the very end, thank you everyone.
My family, my dad especially (won't say much since he won't read and I already said it to him during the dance and speech on that day) My sister for also being part of the planning partially.
My cotillion court(9 girls 9 boys) who walked down before sam and I did!!! Sam, Jonas Matthew, Pierrson, Roslee, Miles, Miguel, Keith, Patrick, Ben Ernest, Ranne, Sofia, Melissa, Desiree, Kyle, Jannine, Carissa, Marie, April, Alexis and Kyle.
My 18 roses and 18 candles. (refer to the pictures above)
The hosts of the night Joshua and Ate Marg! You guys did so well! 18 roses and 18 candles emcees, Miguel, Keith, Sofia and Ate Marg too! :)
Hushlush Hair and Makeup for my hair and make up do :D
Thank you everyone who attended............. my PBB Family, YFC Family, The St Pats boys, My parent's friends, My Coral clique, My outside friends, My sister's friends...
My boyfriend who's my escort who was the last person to make me happy that night to actually make it for my debut :)
Ate Elisha for my 2nd dress, THANK YOU!:)
Lastly, Lord God for guiding me the past 18 years!!!!!!!! :)

Thank You all of you for making it happen :')

Now it's over and it will definitely be one of the many things that I will ever remember in my life and the bestest that has ever happen before I enter my adulthood when I turn 21, Haha wtf, back when I was 16 I was already thinking of my 18th.. now i'm 18, I'm thinking of my 21st already (nothing grand or big no worry, not so spoilt)

Ah I'm growing up so fast......... oh well

After Party at Mediterannean room @ SAF YACHT CLUB

(still the same venue actually, just had an overnight stay teehee)

So after accompanying my dear friends until they left the venue, I headed back to the room with all the dudes and few of my girlfriends who stayed for awhile drinking already and music blasting. I swear it was like the mini phuture back bar in there the whole night. You can tell from pictures who were high and who were not, I was sober until I just crashed to bed early :( First to go to sleep, too damn tired from the whole event.

Awhile later my sister and her pendejo family joined us in my room because their room was boring (admit it, PBB family more hardcore right!!) Yeah my dad booked two overnight rooms :D

The drinking games, bottles, music and party people made my after party a memorable one! I love you guys :)

18th March - PBB NIGHT!

Pierrson and I, 18th celebration

But I had so many celebrations already so like come 18th March, I didn't really look forward to it as my day, more for Pierrson darling who had his night of his life already after turning 18 I guess :) It was just another PBB night for the rest of us. Oh not to mention we had an overnight stay at Riverview Hotel too!

Check in, Pre Party @ Riverview Hotel

Checked in with Pax, Erwin and Melon

JAGGERBOMB BABY!

Applying blusher on erwin :D

PBB NIGHT!

Sadly many of my friends couldn't make it, majority are still underage and the ones who can enter couldn't make it as they're all busy the next morning :( Nevertheless PBB family still rocked the night!! :)

Pictures all from Melon!

Haha pax so fierce!!

My baby and his army friend, so cute ah :)

One hell of a crazy night.

Happy 18th again my dear pax!! :)

24th March

I finally met up with abi! We had to catch up before she starts school soon!

We didn't really talk much during my debut coz I had so many friends to attend to so I couldn't catch up with everyone but I managed to equally talk even for a short while with everyone!

Then we fetched Liselotte from her tution and then we lepak-ed at Elias area till late....

25th March - Friday night whoot whoot! Jourdan's 18th

@ Aranda Country Club Chalet

Before heading to the chalet, met up with jonas matthew and chat, bitched(so nice to bitch and talk to him) before lee and elly arrived and we all chilled at macs while waiting for time to fly :)

Jourdan's 18th!

Only chai and I brought camera's and most of them spammed my dslr tsk. I even had to leave at around 9ish to fetch baby and then when we came back we also only stayed awhile coz baby was too tired to be sporty that night. Nevertheless I met so many new people and I still had fun when I was there before 9ish.. too fun that apparently when I fetched baby and while waiting for him to get ready and all, I was already high, wasn't a good idea to fetch him, was pretty tipsy but I conquered!! When we came back I was already sober then shit happened etc etc etc.... Oh wells

See the drunkard(he puked at 9.05pm) payback bitch!!!!!!! After what he did to me on the 18th at pbb, hahahahaha.

heehehehe. still love you lah chai.

Happy 18th again jourdan!! :)

My polaroids from 18th and 25th March:)

Hehe I brought my polaroid out twice already!! I'm loving the films I have kept so far!! Well the 25th event films are with me whereas the ones taken on the 18th are with the others :( I am going to paste all my polaroid films on my wall for memories!!!!! :D

THANK YOU Ate Elisha, Philaine, Ben Ernest and Agustin family for the Polaroid and the 5 boxes of films!!!!!!!!!! I'm enjoying it :D

Yeah it was given to me as a gift baby!

I have many more awesome gifts and you have no idea how many jewelries I've received, I hardly accessorize myself because I'm that simple every time I go out but the accessories I've received are all friggin pretty!!!

A lot of branded wallets and perfumes etc etc... what else would an 18th birthday girl receive on her birthday what right? No more teddy bears etc but I did receive one (lol)

Thanks to everyone who made an effort to get me a gift though I always told you guys, "no need lah no need" It was sweet of you guys and pretty surprising for many I didn't expect to receive such gifts from you guys. Love you plenty plenty!

OK. This march post is so lengthy but there's more of pictures than words right? Hehe.

This week I am looking forward to just chilling with my lovely friends on different days and I have other friends to catch up with also next week, especially my coral clique, I miss em boys, haven't hung out with them since my debut, I'm feeling awfully bad :/

Then April 9th my baby is going to POP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fast or what?!? I finally have that one week with him!! Of course share share with his friends too but yeah I finally get to spend time with him on weekdays.. I just pray that he does not get posted to a shitty thingy and still have to book into tekong :(

WELL! That's all I have about my march 2011!!!!! It was a blast!!!!! :)

(I'm still waiting for my official pictures from my debut hehehe)

Sayonara February, why hello MARCH!!

2011-02-28T17:35:00.001+08:00

Feeling my excitement? FEELING IT OR NOT?!

Haha okay maybe I'm not there yet but soon soon. It's odd how I don't feel excited but when my friends start feeling excited for me counting down and telling me about the event, I feel excited for them O.o

Well today marks the last day of march and few weeks back I was waiting for this day to come!!

Tomorrow is the 1st of march which also means I'll be turning 18 and legal bitch! But I'm not feeling excited for my actual birthday, everyone's busy with school, work, family only free for dinner and my boyfriend is in the bloody army. So tell me how boring can my birthday be? I'm meeting friends in the noon though, good good.

The only time of the month everything becomes happening and when I will be celebrating my birthday with everybodaayy is on the 12th of March! Oh yeah 18th debut yeah!

I've had my problems with this day though, so many problems piled up the past few weeks during planning etc etc. I never felt excited for quite some time as my mum is being bitch with my big day (personal) and then another one, my boyfriend, due to his army field camp, it might take away his weekend. He told me he can make it just last weekend but I won't keep my high hopes yet in case I expect and get disappointed again.. on my big day.. hayy.

My event planner which is actually a friend of mine, mind you.. Ate Elisha, without her, this whole event is prolly going to be a disaster, nobody in my family can plan. So without her and the crew to help, I'm prolly going to be depressed by now (haha)

I shall not elaborate about the coming day and just wait for videos and pictures I can post up after the event yeah! March 18th is also another awesome shit!! Phuture with the PBB peeps and whoever else invited, see you babies! :)

Anyway I did nothing much in February but to work work work and barely had time for anyone except dinner timing only and weekends!

Post Valentines Day with baby! Or was it advanced? Whatever it is, doesn't matter, my Saturdays have always been free for my baby boy. I only get to see him on Saturdays and Sunday depending on the situation. So every week, at most I only get to see him once. He doesn't book out on Fridays anymore, how sad.

He's got 6 more weeks of BMT till he officially P.O.P!

He won't be going back tekong anymore afterwhich, yay!

His face shape and skin colour damn sexy now right? ;)

Mel and I came straight from work to Queens hence our casual looking self! Grocery shopping and home made dinner with the awesome babies!

& so that was our dinner (LOL)

A mixture of minced beef and chicken.. carrots(yes not sausages as seen in the picture above).. mushrooms.. herbs.. eggs(i think) etc etc.

All Pierce idea, this is his idea of a delicacy meal haha! But trust me, it tasted good. But I was having food poisoning during that period so I felt sick finishing my serving haha, on top of that, it looks like dog food + the bowl. How can I not resist puking haha (still nice okay pierce)

This is the only picture I have from YFC PA! I missed everyone omg. I felt like I strayed a little tad bit from my faith for a while as I haven't been attending mass during February and PA felt different that day, I was also moodless ._.

But I'm coping and slowly coming back, it's just a phase, another phase again.

These pictures were from last Saturday! Advanced birthday surprise for Ben Ernest who has already turned 20, TODAY! Happy birthday Ben!

Baby and I were late for the surprise. Spent the whole night at their house doing the invitations for my debut, we managed to finish all 100 over plus invitations within 3h!!!

I will show my gratitude here first for the invitations, thank you Ate Elisha, Philaine, Alexis, April, Kyle, Marie, Pat F, Carissa and Niguel! Without you guys, it wouldn't have been finished in time!

My complete gratitude on the whole event will be on the day itself, hehe!

My dad's birthday was on 17th of February too, so happy belated birthday daddy!

You have no idea how much thankful I am to have a dad like you, for everything you've done for me especially the expenses on my debut(daddy's girl really) You always try to make ends meet and you have no idea how thankful I am for making my 18th dreams come true :) For being the awesome and wonderful dad in the world, I wouldn't ask for more and any other dad.

I know I'm an idiot and that he won't read this, but this is just half of my message to say for my dad. I will say this to him face to face on the 12th itself, what to do, debutante speech, makes me nervous to finally say such messages to my parents.

Another highlight during February! 22nd of February was our 2nd year anniversary! Baby and I never celebrated it as he was in the army [(again) see how all the special dates have to fall on a weekday, like my birthday tomorrow hayy]

I also have resigned from Fox already! I'm going to be relaxing till I'm done celebrating march then perhaps hunt for an admin position! Back to work in April!!

Well this is more of a wordy post than pictures as February for me was mundane! Now we are stepping into the ANTICIPATING MONTH OF MARCH!!!!!!!... In 7h!!

Haha okay I'm too excited my march weekends are gonna be awesome!

January

2011-01-31T00:04:00.005+08:00

So another month.. the first month of 2011 is going to pass in 24h! Fast aye

January was pretty mundane minus my meet ups with friends and a certain event that pretty much gave me another good experience, January highlight is pretty much slack then work.

First day of January was spent at zouk! Or.. night? Or early morning? ah whatever.

I was taking a power nap, the rest goners HEHE ;)

That night was wild as we count down and start our 2011! Wild that I will never forget my first night losing my club virginity:)

I am straight edge till I am legally 18! March 18 is the plan to zouk for Pierrson's and I 18th birthday but then again, idk if I can wait that long(march 1st is my actual 18th know!!), hehe. We'll see!!

On January 2nd, Our popiah was competing in MISS GEN NYP (is that how it was called?) Sadly she didn't win the crown but she still is our winner at heart <3

Next event was on January 15th, SP Make Up-Artist Runway Showcase. I have Elly to thank for asking me to replace her since she couldn't make it for the actual show so I was Rachel(Make Up Artist) model:) Her make up is awesome to the max, love her creative idea. Not only her but the rest of the artist, their make up skills and creativity is beyond awesome. I can't even think of such ideas.

Not many pictures since I'm not from SP and many of the other girls are not on my FB or they didn't upload the pictures they took. Not even the hired photographer for the event. My flower petals on my face pretty right? Dior inspired!

My eyes look so droopy due to the heavy lashes, it has those cute stickers on the longer lashes so whenever I blink (esp many times), the thing bounces *blink blink* Damn cute that people couldn't stand it whenever I blink, they were so fascinated haha!

This experience was a learning journey, second catwalk showcase and after a long time I danced a 3 set of eights, cha cha :/ I screwed up but I wasn't obvious ;)

Thank you baby boy for there to support me eventually and especially my dear babies Elly and Roslee for keeping me accompany in the afternoon and rehearsals for when I needed ya'll <3

Then after this event, I turned into a workaholic and all I ever did and am ever doing is work work work though I am not satisfied with the outlet location I landed in and my colleagues, everything at work is mundane. I am just keeping my mouth shut to an extent for money. Not that I'm poor that I have to work when I can actually go finish up my remodules to get the diploma but then again.... I am just taking a break. Work for money as I foresee awesome line ups in my next coming months, especially MARCH!!!!!!!

Next few pictures are from the past days/weeks events of January.

Damn phaillll~ Nobody can pull off his pose reallayy

The restaurant is american serving and imagine the serving Americans eat? HUGE. I was bloated!!

Last January Event!

Happy... (i forgot her age:/) Birthday Mommy!!!!!!!

Celebrated it at Hard Rock Cafe

HRC never fails to be as awesome as a normal restaurant. More kick when you go there with a group of fun friends! Have already recommended my friends, just dunno when's the time I will go there with them, on top of that, the menu is not cheap tsk. Poor mommy who has to spend that much on us for her birthday but I'm so happy she was surprised that baby gave the gift we bought for her, baby must be so touched ^^

The band Enigma, was the band of the night and boyyy was the lead singer a hottie;) Mum was called on stage for her celebration and she danced with him. Not only that, they danced to DYNAMITE. Of all songs, seriously? That was the finale during zouk and till today it is still one of my favourite stuck in my head forever song then now my mum had to dance to it. traumatizing to have watched her on stage like that haha! But she's cute nonetheless:)

My dad recorded a video on that item but I don't know whether to share or not hahahaha

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That's roughly my highlight for this month. Of course I had other mini hangouts with other friends, lepak, keeping them company and etc. Sadly no pictures to upload here that's why. But I love everyone equally <3

So far, (looks back at my 2011 resolution)

1. I have a secured job already (not for life or my desired career of course) to get on with my boring life for now

2. A confirm 18th debut like 2 weeks after my actual birthday(tsk) but still tentative location!

3. 2 big 18th celebration, my own (the debut) and on the 18th of march @ zouk for P and I's 18th!

4. I was maintaining my desired jog twice a week routine until I started working and barely had time to jog and now it's been raining so often, even night time, so how?? (but I've been receiving comments that I've lost weight, hehe yay and nay coz I don't see it myself)

5. Family seems to be better

So far these are the 5 resolutions that have been achieved!

BTW, I tweeted about having my first facial threading, after math feeling is refreshing though my face looked super red like I was drunk and when you feel it, it was pretty warm, you can fry an egg(k a bit exaggerate) but during the threading, it was a little tad pain esp around the eye and lips but definitely tolerable. Worth every single hair being thread! My new beauty routine every month hehe!

EH btw, I am not satisfied with my hair colour. It faded and turned into brown-ish. It also still turns out black in pictures. I am so grumpy everytime I camwhore ugh. Gonna re dye it this coming march since I last dyed it in.. late december or was it just this month? Ah whatever. I want RED! I am always not satisfied with my hair and now my boyfriend is tired of hearing the same complains from me, hehe oops!

So...

1,2 whoop whoop!

I'm only looking forward to march as it is the most happening month of my life (as I foresee it for now)

Also am I more excited for April because my baby is going to POP from his 4 months of BMT.... he gets to be around for a week(YAY!) then hopefully he will be posted to some slack job so that I still get to see him during weekdays )':

But actually, I'm over the whole depress army mood. I've grown over it and I am very used to it already. Spending time wisely and am not very clingy no more:) Not that I was, but I'm not those irritating type of girls who keeps tweeting/fb status-ing about missing/wanting to see them everyday or 24h.... not me.

Infact, I like this space I'm getting. Gives me time alone, makes me miss him more, makes our heart grow fonder and yknow, we just look forward to the short weekends.

My tailor made gowns for my debut is gonna arrive in like 2 Mondays from now, I AM STOKED!!!

K, now I hope to survive the next 28 days(ONLY!) of February!

Adeeyos ameegos!

To wrap the post up:

Hehe:)

December

2010-12-31T17:32:00.001+08:00

It's the eve of the new year and since I have free time now and midnight is drawing closer, I shall do an advance post before I hit the nightlife tonight!!

Now, I read my 2009 cum 2010 "resolutions" post and heck, half my resolutions for 2010 weren't pursued -_-

So whether or not I decide on a resolutions now for 2011, maybe it'll fail again and in December 2011, I'll look back and just "fail ann, fail"

So........ 2010 started off fine with awesome friends, family as per usual (always have it's ups and downs) and still as tight as always with baby boy. Then again, down the road, some friends come and go, in fact some are not even worthy to keep the friendships.. Some are bastards who just left unknowingly.. shit happens and sometimes the past comes back to me like an ex boyfriend tryna patch things up when i'm all done and over with..

Shit also happened with the boyfriend, had many disappointments, many arguments, many bucket of tears, many sleepless nights.. oh and major thing about boyfriend, he's serving army for almost 3 weeks now (SIGH)

Also 2010 had so many arguments with my own sister, yeah this year we fought a lot like cold temper, cold words, hurtful thoughts and opinions..

Despite all these, let's look on the bright side, I gained many friends over the months, some of which whom I am still friends since forever and still maintaining a healthy friendship, nothing will ever come in between the boyfriend and I despite the many hardships we've been through, the exposure I got during the mid year (chic girl, chic magazine shoot, aks talents etc), yfc activities (brought me closer to my old childhood friends), family as usual always find ways for ends to meet and lastly, school, to finally finish my dip year in travel, tourism, hospitality management though I need to remodule econs this february geez.

Major picture spam, I know. More pictures on my 2010 but it's too many. If you've been following my blog for few years now, you definitely can tell who came into my life and who definitely left (or drifted away)

I've been backstabbed, hurt, bitched about, plastic towards me, being hyprocritical.. etc but life goes on you see (words of wisdom from pierrson himself - LIFE GOES ON AR)

I am thankful to have surpassed another year and still standing strong and healthy, I am glad to be blessed with many gifts this year (don't mean literally) and hope to receive many more blessings!!

Well I would like to thank and show my gratitude(can't think of any other ways to) for having stood by me the past year and still showing me love, care and concern and for the genuine and sincere relationships and friendships, cheers to more years ahead and to more awesome memories!

For those who left or hehe I left, I may have regret at some point of time feeling sad to lose such friendships or drifting away and just looking back at the awesome memories, we all move on and thanks for being a part of my life (used to)

And those intending to leave anytime soon, someday, don't be a plastic and hypocrite, I suggest you fuck off now before you make me trust you completely and I'll just hate you.. don't try to hurt me coz I really give my fullest to be a friend so don't use me _|_

ANYWAY! 2011 resolutions:

1. get over and done with econs module, pass with flying colours and happily receive my damn diploma

2. get a job to get on with my life

3. I cancelled my dream job to be a stewardess, can't stand being away so this is a no more in my resolution list

4. 18 18 18 18 and legal!!!!!!!!!!

5. still contemplating on my 18th birthday debut but we'll see how it goes

6. to seriously make it a point to jog twice a week in order to lose these fatties

7. ILC in april!!

8. better and happier bonds in the family (please)

9. cancel out about losing my club virginity at 18 because I am losing it tonight at zouk for countdown, sucks but at least I lose it 2 months earlier right hahahaha

10. MBS, CLUBBING OR DEBUT FOR 18TH, or maybe 2 of the options together.. we'll see

11. Not to trust people easily

12. This one I'm still longing for, hopefully this year I get my braces on

Can't think of anymore resolutions -.- whatever they are, down the road, I hope to have a better and yet an awesome year ahead (:

Lastly, I forgot to mention the best thing in 2010,

Pixie baby!!! <3

She's the best thing that has ever entered into my life in 2010!

Well I hope all of you have a wonderful and fruitful new years and may you all be blessed with many more blessings!!!

With love,

yours truly <3

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October/November

2010-11-29T01:17:00.009+08:00

Ola amigoz. Yeh I haven't updated since 5346373532 dinosaur years. I have been pretty much occupied with my final exams and a little tad bit of social life that I hardly use the laptop you see.

Well there are super 1 month old pictures and even months ago which is pretty much nothing because it's just one or two pictures. Pictures are on days I brought my camera out and I barely went out so my october/november pretty much was mundane. I had no life but to study every other days.

If you have been following me on twitter, you definitely.. roughly know the story of my life. Haha naah, I don't get too personal on twitter, mind you :P

This was my little sissy's 15th birthday last july and it wasn't very special and not so an awesome one because it ended really emotional and stupid.

I didn't get the chance to blog about my Halloween this year, it was nothing much, it was just simple work project. I didn't celebrate this year unless you consider, dressing up as witches giving out candies to little kiddies during work is already celebrating Halloween? (:

So yeah, Sofia and I were scouted on facebook to be witches on halloween to give out candies for kids. That's all and we get paid XXX buckeroos doing that during the weekends of October! Awesome ain't it. I don't wish to elaborate our first week though, we weren't witches, more like clowns stuck in a walking table giving away flyers promoting marina link -_-

So... let's jump to November, still exam period but I decided to take a break on that particular Saturday and joined the Felsingher family to their relatives' chalet @ East Coast! I had fun with the company of my own boyfriend of course and my sweet girlfriend desdes, there are tons of camwhoring pictures of us but shan't flood em here, it's all on facebook and heck we are photogenic like zhat yo! Haha naakkzz, naww, just kidding.

Believe or not, that Saturday was like "omg I haven't went out in make up and not so casual outfit in a long time" day. I swear October was practically, go to school in tanks and shorts with not much make up on and then home straight, I had a deprive October social life.

Since then, I've started spending more time with my boyfriend, be it just lepak-ing, studying even with his presence or just fetching me from school or wherever.. It's all because, he's going in army in like 2 weeks time, hayy, how time fly fast so quickly.

Moving on..

So November 20th on another Saturday was my next major social life hangout, yeah like I said, I've been hooked on the books (gimme a break)

I attended the KC Family Day Carnival together with baby, Sofia, Melissa and Pierrson and hell was that day an awesome one. I never laughed so much after so long despite the problems I was going through during that period, it wasn't easy trying to have peace enjoying my day with them and having another party annoying me.

Carnival was not all that, besides wasting our coupons on not so worthy pasta, the haunted house was really great, it's as scary, shocking and heart throbbing as Escape Theme Park's and according to Sof, Night Safari Haunted House. Though the KC one was like less than a pathetic 5 minute horrific haunted house chills, I give my thumbs up to the awesome girls behind those hideous looking make up and costumes lurking behind the curtains while we walk by and tryna grab our legs and popping outta nowhere, I swear those moments were just "FML" Especially when sof and I fell down, epic really -_-

Next was the meteorite, that ride was like, average, not scary, not very fun. Pretty much just spinning and gets higher and higher and we get nauseas in the end. Check out the picture where a dude is squatting about to fall off, Pierrson slipped off HAHAHA and because we were high above, we were being pushed back and I swear we couldn't move a single limb so I guess that is why P was squatting, he couldn't get back up haha.

We left the carnival early to grab late lunch and cycled 4WD with S, P and baby. Mel had to leave to hit back with her books for A's, poor girl. Well Sof and I had to do some studying for exams the following monday but the dudes had to brainwash us with the tempting fun plans.

I swear cycling the 4WD was one of the awesome rides I've ever ride on especially with them, the laughing gas was endless! We disturbed passerbys, we got chased by mini matreps, chilling by the sea at Bedok Jetty we horned at passerbys, we yell sex organs and sof and I compose sexual songs too :D Inside jokes but well that's how we roll and cycling into the skate park territory and we were prolly making a fool of ourselves cycling some 4 seater bike that looks like a tricycle and I guess we were laughing stalks for a moment and I tried not to believe until I arrived home upon reading a wall post from a friend who actually saw me there so the skater dudes were actually laughing at us, embarrassing much but it was hellaaaa funn!

Nexttttttt, after that last eventful day, I've been hitting the books intensively, having some lepak time with other few friends and then books again then exams..

Now I got all the freedom in the world baby, I finally ended my diploma year, but I have a module to remodule next year and that's bloody economics, shucks. I still need a job though, I gotta occupy as much time as I can because not only is my boyfriend gonna be gone during the weekdays for army, my friends are either working or still having their school ): And I only have to go back once or twice a week for a month in school next year for economics. How much free time man? I.don't.wanna.emo.

So recently...

This was super recent, November 27th, I finally attended a YFC event, after many long months due to school, exams and I wouldn't deny the fact that social life also pulled me away.

I missed practically YFC, praise and worship, the people and most especially feeling uberly spiritual. I was pretty much spiritually drained during those period I've been MIA-ing besides going to church every sunday, how can I not miss praise and worship especially?

So it was Thanksgiving/Christmas Masquerade Theme Party!

It was fun with the company of the friends I've dearly missed, most of us have finished exams while some are still ongoing. But honestly, last years' Christmas party was even more fun than this year. It wasn't so formal as I actually expected, only a couple of us dressed semi-formally so the mood wasn't there yeh know. But nonetheless, without the awesome party people, It wouldn't be as much fun as I thought it would be :D

And I will miss Ate Iris who will be leaving very soon. Hayy.

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!

Meet Pixie! She's a new member to the Magdoza family :D I love her to the bits that I spent half my paycheck

from the October job on her (depressed but no regrets) because I've always longed for a companion like her! Especially now that I need one to replace my boyfriend (hehe) She's like all I can ever count on when I start emo-ing at home, boo.

Christmas is nearing and it's not so exciting for me anymore as I grow older -_- Receiving gifts, asking for gifts and buying gifts is just getting boring already, especially when your allowance is not even enough to buy everyone gifts, besides, it's for my own expenses, I'd rather eat out and socialize right?!

I got what I've always waited, a puppy (though she is a year old already, she's still a puppy to me)

Soon my dad is gonna pass me his still brand new iphone 4 because he hates it -.- Waste of money much but hey, I'm here!!!!!!! :D

And lastly, to just see and spend my Christmas with him because he will be in army for 2 weeks before Christmas ):

It's all I ever wish for Christmas, nothing materialistic this year besides the iphone hehehe.

I sure will miss his presence (talk as if he's going to die) but it's just gonna be something new I'm gonna have to face and my friends have all assured me that they are gonna occupy my time wellllll hehe. Glad to have their backs.

Wait after 2 years, I'll be 19 and he'll be 21 and the boy promised to bring me overseas for our very first holiday together, yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Anyway, I've got an 18th birthday to look forward to and it seems like my friends are more excited for me to turn legal than I am! Haha

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More pictures......

Credits to Tito Randy for the photo booth pictures and Ate Paula for the other pictures!

Dream

2010-11-12T02:31:00.001+08:00

He's only going into army yet I'm feeling so so lonely already. What more when I might get into SIA next year?

I'm already having second thoughts and I might just withdraw from this dream I longed for since I was 5...

I can't fight this feeling. I'm too weak and I don't wish to be away from my loved ones too much, it's too lonely.

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